HELLO BLOGGY!
NIGHTS <3

Hey bloggy!
How have u been?
My life is just typically simple!
Holidays was totally AWESOME
now i got to know more people in my school.
Today let me update u on my progress!

EAGLES CAMP
was one of the most awesome camp so far in NYP.
It was memorable and i could just wish there is one more day for the camp!
Im glad that was worth to find friendship and trustable people there.
Most IMPORTANTLY,
I get to know friends from BME (biomechanical engineering),
WHY? Hmmmm thats a SECRET, im not gona reveal so soon! :)

SOUNDCARD'S
Graduation night audition was a failure.
I was so sad about it.
U know,
If im able to get into this, i can have FREE vocal lesson!
But nothing gona push me down!
I will never give up!
And i know my DREAM will come true!

BEST FRIEND,
They are still as good as they are.
So far NOTHING'S really changing ever since we graduated from siglap,
Just that desmond had his attachment on, and brendan got much more free time to spare.
I really wish one day, we will all meet up and really have a nice chatting soon,
Without failure of one person being unable to make it.
Just a nice full group picture. And it done.

LOVE LIFE
I dont have any now.
:(

ALRIGHT i shall sleep soon!
i will update u when im free okay, bloggy!


NIGHTS <3

Hey blog,
Its been quite awhile. :')
sorry i didnt update u, and kept u dead.

Life's is a real challenge now in this new school, nanyang poly.
Work and stress level are at the peak before exam as usual.
Lots of stuff happened to me between the interval of 2011 & 2012
I'm too desperate to find a person to share with....
I dont think anyone wouldnt understand.
So i decided to share with u, Bloggy :3

First of all, i got to say...
I broke up with Jowayne on 5 July 2011
That's one of the sadest moment i had.
But life's still needs to carry on.
Having to go through this 6 months, is real tough
As everything doesnt really go well..
And i knew i will meet that day, where the final decision will be made.
But i kept trying my best to reject that choice,
And telling myself.....
she will meet me soon
she will say i love u later
I bet she misses me
Im still lay in her heart..
On my 6th monthsary, she messaged me...

" our shedule are different. We havent been meeting for so long. i guessed my feeling for u had faded "

And so i decided to broke up, because i was tired, hearing her saying such negative thinking sentences, which leaded me to a confidenceless person in relationship.
And thats the only thing i could do to satisfied her.
I really wish she is happy now.
I miss her saying I love U :(

I totally miss u <3


Around the early end of 2011 ,
i got into a friendship problems,
My " used to be " good friends are treating me differently nowadays.
After which i got them into punishment, which was to wear boots.
Because i "disiao" our teacher that i didnt wore covered shoes.
So my teacher went checking on everyone shoe.
So they ignore me.
I went on to message her that night.
And she told me this.....

" Han, no one live for one another in this world. if your attitude is back, it will just be easy for us to ignore you. Yes this is you. Friends should accpet each other for who we are. But one thing for sure is doesnt mean what your secondary friends can do, you would expect us to do the same as well. just because you are used to saying whatever as and when u like with them means you can do the smae to us things will eventually die down but it takes long time.
ATTITUDE IS UNACCEPTABLE"

And she told me this which leave a very great impact in my life...

" I understand how you feel.... I cannot assure about the future... The future is unpredictable we cant guess them but only let nature takes its course.... i hope you know alot of things are beyond my control...."

I mean seriously,
If u understood how i felt, you wouldnt had INGORE me
And
If u had are my TRUE friend,
U will tell me whats wrong with me, so that i could understand and be a better person.
And it isnt BEYOND your control
When u have a brain , a mouth , a pair of hands and legs,
To come and tell me what im doing now is wrong and stop it.
Rather than being childish, talking at my back and ignoring. -.-

Now i try my best to socialise with the group of GEEK guys
Which i think they are kinda cool.
And the previous group was kinda "hi-bye" friend now.

In the recent 2012
Brendan got break up with rain.
Which i think is quite a great decision made.
Because brendan had been suffering quite alot being with rain.
He's like not being himself after through he was with rain.
I hope Brendan will get better eventually.

Alright thanks for the time, Bloggy
Now im quite excited for my OGL Eagles camp.
Because i can make more new FRIENDS so that my social network will be bigger!! :)
And i will want to build up my confidence in meet new people.
HAHA!
Alright! time for some study section!
UPDATE real soon if i had the time!
BYE~!

hell yea this is wat i learn in my poly today.
something like that.
programming work

#insert void(stdio.d) ;
void(blank) void ;
insert( val1, val2, val3, val4,) idex ;
picturf("enter yr 2 of yr favourite numder") num;
printf( 1 2 );
picturf(" enter yr last number to complete") idex#1;
printf( 5 );
{
( %d %d %d %d : &val1 + &val2 + &val3 + &val4 whosum;
totalis:
picturf(" the size of yr wanker is 8cm")

-i wan friends that love me, not backstab me

Hello blog!
Hey i meet u again!
My life's good,
how about u.

BLOG I LOVE U
U grant my wish!
I finally found this person who understand me.
Thank you blog!

This person is special.
Why?

This person somehow have same personalitity as me.
Every single stuff we did and even impression on other,
Was like the same.
We are BLUR
We are SOCIALBLE
We are TALKTIVE
We love SPORTS
We love CHEESEEE!
We love POTATOES!
We love DURIANS!
We love EATING MARATHON
We love SENERIES
We dislike UNBELIEVERS
We dislike BORING PPLS
We are into HOROSCOPES

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

We are going thought almost the same situation together.
~

We exchanged stories and I learn alot of stuff.
But im not the worse compared.
I learned that i cannot trust a person too much
I learned that i cannot put much faith on a person
I learned that never to push myself too much if i couldnt make it.
I learned that i must smile no matter what im doing.
I learned that love is unspeakable.

I sincerly thank you for all yr attention of hearing me speak,
And being there for me.
U made me a different person today.
Thanks for destressing me and untuned my sadness.
Thanks a million again, bestest.

I shall end here and going for guitar!
Awesome day with my love,
and sleeping like pig at home!
signing off! :)

Even if u have any imprefection that ppl wont like, dont worry , my love is still there for you.

Hello bloggy!
Im back to visit you!
U have been listening to my nonsence ever since i had my first crush,
Which is sec 1?
5 years ago!
My relationship is doing well.
Somehow i feel,
Having a parther that loves you really gives you a warm feeling.
And the feeling is AWESOME.
You feel so secure when he/she is there for you.
And you can give or receive hug whenever you are down or touched.
You also can be proud of,
Having someone you love which he/she is totally the one and only in this entire universe!

My sweetheart Jowayne.
Each and very first couple stuff was done with her.
And i did not regret.
Because i know that it takes two hands to clap.
If she love me , i will love her even more.

My 2nd month is a total challenging month for me to cope with her.
Lots of miscomunication,
But apart from there, she gives me surpises that make me really treasure the time.
Im a people who likes my gf to give and show lots of love.
But she's type of person that is partially oppersite of me.
And that period of time,
She showed affection and i was totally stunned.
As she once told me she would recieve gooseburp if talking about this.
Like wat marissa told me,
Everyone has something that they dont usually do,
And if they do it, treasure that period.
Of course,
I did apperciate the outcome, because is not the usual her.

Yesterday i went to somewhere at puggol.
And is the very first time i see a romantic and beautiful place,
Which dont even look like singapore!
It's at night.
There a resevior.
With background of a thick forest.
The moon was bight and round, slighty above the trees
The sky was clear and you could see stars so clearly.
Reflection of the moon and trees can be seen on the water.
And is totally romantic!!
The first thing i thought was,
I promise myself to bring her here to enjoy the seneries with me.

OK bloggy!
I shall end here and update you about my stuff on our 3rd month aniversary!
Thanks for listening to me early in the morning!

I love you!